After a week-long break time and a three-day seminar, I am back to the classes tomorrow. Till the moment I sat in front of the computer to find some ideas for tomorrow’s lessons with great enthusiasm, I had been full of joy and ideas to begin our new module. I can’t say I feel same right now. I have spent almost two and a half hour to find some creative ideas to adjust to our super boring coursebooks to help our super bored students have some fun and learn at the same time.
What makes the feeling of despair more intense is that I begin almost with the same enthusiasm in the beginning of each module and it turns out to be something else rather than what I have expected towards the end.
But I feel stronger this time. Whatever happens, I won’t give up. I will try to do my best.